the twelfth month

the twelfth month

Finally, i am at the last door, the twelfth door
It has been a long journey
Many times, i get shaken up
and i tremble
But you raised me up
and reassured me
that they are just trying times
on the lows, you lifted me high
on the rough plains
you smoothened it all
there was the twelve doors 1051370 minutes ago
each room filled with baggages
and all these i must carry
oh! how i wonder
wondering how to go
28 stairs in one
30 in some
and 31 stairs in the others
leading me to each door as i move on
yet i walked thru
day and night
now, i stand in front of the last
the twelfth door
where i lay down all my baggages
to start the journey thru another
wow, how time flies
1051370 minutes has gone
despite the turbulence
despite the tides
the depressions
here i am
standing at the twelfth door
looking at all my baggages
counting them one after the other
leaving those meant to stay
and taking up the ones i will leave with
i put my hand to turn the knob
but it wont open
i tried with all my might
yet it wont
raised my big skull to the covering of the heart
and asked he that moulded me
what have i done wrong?
why do i journey all through the doors
and can't open the last door
he said to me...
"you forgot the most important thing!"
shocked and annoyed
filled with dismay
burning like the furnace
eyes racing through the baggages
head calculating size and weight
but, can't figure it out still
then he asked
"what is the greatest commandment"

L-O-V-E!!!!

then i remembered you!
oh how i wish;
....i held you!
...i helped you!
...i didn't do you wrong!
...i did not hate you!
Here i am
at the twelfth door
on bended knees
have i wronged you in the course of the journey?
humbly, my buccal cavity says sorry!
Gimme you hand, please.
Let us walk through the twelfth door together
I LOVE YOU!